...that it is agonizing for me to make decisions that affect more than a year of my life at a time.
...that I'm a little bothered by the fact that next year I will be too old to compete on American Idol, even though I've never had any intention of doing so.
...that I still listen to Jars of Clay's first album and it gets me every time.
...that I am a house divided against itself; a man (boy?) who wants everything and nothing to do with God at the same time.
...that I get emotional every time I think of Aslan saying, "Further up and further in!"
...that I just got emotional about it again.